Monday, December 13, 2004
iskandar asked me to call him. and when i did, he passed the phone to hamad. this was something i didnt look forward to. but i muster up my courage and talk to him and wish him happy birthday. what comes next absolutely shocked me. it was unexpected. he wanted to make up. delighted? maybe. more afraid rather. i didnt know what to do. i didnt know what to think and say. was he playing me out again? shall i take the risk and say yes? i guess my emotions were to strong that i agreed to it. though i wont deny that im afraid and doubtful about the whole thing, i hope i wont have to regret making this choice.
the end.