im somebody's princess now.

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blabbing what i want to say.

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Its Been A While....

Its been a while since i last wrote in. I was facing another heartbreak and i really need to be alone. Hamad used me as a toy. Just another girl to fool around with. I wonder why he changed so much. He's no longer the guy i knew he was. Its been hard enough the first time he broke up with me. I cried in school. Even months after i still find myself crying. And when he does this to me again, i really couldn't take it. I kept to myself most of the time. Lock myself in the room. Only until i picked myself up that i try to be how i was before.

I must say that i have quite great friends. Solehah, Ellyas. Though they were busy with school and work, we do meet up sometimes and just try and have fun. My mercu guy friends, Nadiy, Raihaan, Kyeri. Had quite fun when i followed them jammin. Abang Azman too. He's just great company. They all are.

Raihaan asked me out to be his date on Valentine's Day but i told him i rather stay home. I dont celebrate that day and seeing the sight of couples kissing and hugging kinda makes me depressed. He accepted my decision and said he was working anyway.

In the afternoon later, Abang Azman msged me and said he was bored. The guys had plans so they didnt go jammin. He was bored as he had the day off from work and asked me if i could go out and just hang out. I felt sorry for him and agreed to. We met up and catch a movie and then make our way to Pasir Ris fishing pond where we just sat there and talk. We spent about 3 hours siting there. Giving him a massage and had glees of laughter when we tickle each other. Haha!

My friends asked me out yesterday but i was abit caught up with my own stuff. I felt kinda bad but made a promise to myself and hangout with them next week.

Speaking of next week, results be out on FRIDAY! Gosh! I'm so scared right now, I just hope and pray that all my hard work has been worthwhile. I pray that all my friends make it and move on to the next step. InsyaAllah.

Well, I need to go out now. Gotta do some retail therapy. I've been eyeing on these 3 pairs of shoes and hell yeah i'm getting it today! I'll just grab my ATM card and i'll be on my way!

the end.

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