Picture taken 23/3 at East Coast

Honey!!! I'm home!! Yeah! Miss you my huggie soft pillow..! hehe... ok lame.. but i miss having to hug something. I'm back from a school camp held over at East Coast. 4 days 3 nights. It was so fun having to hang out with the guys. My darling guy friends! haha.. I did night duty with them and hell yeah we had a lot of fun! First night jer kecoh!! We all sat and talked the night away. Best! hehe.. The guys were so protective towards me. Aww.. haha... Specially Fairuz and Firdaus.. I had alot of fun with both guys.. haha..!

Hamad was there at the camp too. Initially i wanted to keep away from him. The guys kept teasing me. So mean. Hahaha...!! But they helped by being around me. But Hamad caught up with me and started a conversation. So what else can i do but talk to him. We chatted for a while for the next few days also. And it got scary for me after a while coz he went talking about us and how he wish i was still his. He even sounded me to be his girl. Again. But how could i give in after all that he did to me? I kept quiet most of the time. He understood what i've went through and am willing to accept whatever the outcome may be. I told him lets wait and see coz obviously i need time as i cant trust him as in now. Not after he broke my heart 3 times. I will take things slow. I need time. I'm sorry. I tried to act normal and just have fun being friends at this moment. If we were meant to be, we will be together later.

Meanwhile, I'm more worried over what course i'm going to appeal for. I didnt get into any courses and i actually broke down while in camp. It really broke me. I just hope i get a reply from MOE about the teaching scheme. Insyaallah. I pray that God will help me out and allow me to fulfill my dreams and wishes.