Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Yesterday wasnt a very good day. Hamad and i had an argument that definately had hurt each other. He was mad that i seemed to be close to guys than girls and i always bad mouth him to my friends. it seems that my actions had hurt him. i apologised and he said something about too late for apologies. well thats something i cant force him to do if he doesnt want to forgive me. Fearing that things would go worse, i excuse myself to go to sleep. but i couldnt sleep a wink. somehow my tears wont stop flowing. i sob hard in my room till its time for me to wake up. lucky for me i managed through my lessons today. im still feeling abit sore but determine to put everything behind. well. i guess i be taking the opportunity to turn in early to catch up on my sleep. i need to go down and meet my adviser after school. quite a long day for me.
the end.