Wednesday, October 26, 2005
the quarrelling with mother is still on. i was pissed and angry. like what did i do wrong that she screamed at me and the rest. i was really in a bad mood. i didnt eat anything for break fast yesterday coz i was pissed. and today i dunno what crap she was ranting at me. i felt like screaming or push and break everything i see. and then just now i asked her what she wanted me to do in the kitchen and she didnt ans me. i stood there staring at her for 5 mins before i walk away and lock myself in the room. i was cursing but then felt tears ran down my cheek. i was mad. i needed someone to listen to me but no one was there. hamad was busy working and i didnt want to bother him. it was really a mad day. i wish i culd just leave tomolo and clear my tots.
the end.