Sunday, November 20, 2005
alrights.
so i went out yesterday with the guys for jln raye. i was dragging my feet. becoz. i finally told him what i wrote in my other personal diary. yep. too bad. my feelings wont change towards those involved. im not mentioning names. becoz. it will never change. hatred remains.
he fetched me to his house and while walking, he placed his hands around my waist and my mum saw. she called me while i was at his house and scolded me but i defended myself. it was kinda embarassing coz fir and his gd was there and i was trying to talk softly so they cant hear me. if they werent there i wont be that embarassed.
i was really mean to him yesterday. i was just in a bad mood. becoz. i cant look her in the eye. jeez.
but wadaver. it will remain for life. nothing will ever change.
the end.