Thursday, February 09, 2006
fighting with hamad again. i pop down at his workplace today and he started scolding me for being there and not going home. feeling pissed, i told him okay fine i'll go home now and walk away. the caught up with me and we started nearly shouting at each other. then, he told me he was acting. ok fine. then later tonite, he start to piss me off again with his same question, the 'whats wrong diyana' phrase and i kept repeating the same bloody ans. i hung up the fone and he called my home. at 12.05am! madness! i was lucky my mum didnt scold me. but she did ask who was i on the phone with and i lied saying that my friend wanna ask some accts question. seriously know. bloody irritating. i didnt wish to have any conversation coz im just too pissed! hung up after a while and played rock music on the comp. stopped doing accts coz im not in the mood. so what if im going to get scolding from the lame tutor tml. dun care. i dun fuckin' care.
got my econs coursework grade today. got D+. i suck with econs lah. but better pass the main paper coz if not i be taking supplementary paper! i dunwan!
bad news aside, i got an A for Stats tho. hahah! like maths! i got an A for maths! ironicly coz i failed my olevel maths and gotta retake my olevels just to end up getting in a course that i didnt even like. maybe its a blessing in disguise.
and i signed up for this rock climbing thing this 31 March with my classmates. should be super fun!
signing off with the lyrics of the song that is on repeat mode.
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
Chorus:
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
Chorus
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
Chorus
the end.