Monday, March 13, 2006
4 days since Hamad left for Tekong. and my days? lonely. bored with nothing to do but rot at home coz i cant go out. not really blaming anyone. my grandparents are here eversince my grandma was discharged from the hospital last month. and my mum as usual wont let me go out unless i have a good reason to do so. like wad the heck. im to stay home on my long hols doing nothing.
but above all, nothing beats then feeling sorry for myself. i was lying in bed yesterday trying to sleep and i started to think of my friends. how i miss them all and wish that we could hang out often. i mean, whenever they ask me to join them for lepak session, i always turn them down. becoz of school stuffs i need to do or my parents wont let me. i mean believe me when i say i dont even have a life during school term. im really just a pitiful gurl with no friends to be there for me. like really. when im down or happy, there is no one to comfort me or be happy for me.
im pathetic.
the end.