Sunday, April 23, 2006
A lot of things had happened this April. I'll try and recall as much as i can.
First, I've obtained my Provisional Driving License (PDL). Yeah, its nothing to brag about. But its an accomplishment on my part to attaining my driver's license. Slowly and with the passion still brning in me to drive a car and eventually own one, i will get it by the end of this year.
Hamad came home for Good Friday and lucky enough, my parents and grandparents are off to Penang to visit a relative who's husband passed away. Okay, get this right that NO parents t home for the weekends, thats something to be happy about. So yeah, after sending them to the airport, I met him and we went to Expo for the JL Sale and then off to TM and Century hoping to catch a movie. We didnt, so we end up going to Fish & Co. for dinner. Haha. It was our first time there so we both ordered fish and chips coz that's all that our tongue can accomodate. haha. While having dinner, i brought up the issue of me able to be out and have some fun with my Mercu friends which he was strongly against off. We talked about it all the way till we were under my void deck. He reasoned that he dosent know that bunch of people and that the guy that i used to like was from that group. So i reasoned back that they are at the end, my friends who was there for me during the dark days i had to went through after he left me. And that at the end of the day, i was with him but not the other guy. And all im asking for was for a time or two that he will allow me to go out with them and have fun. Coz i had enough of the times he controlled my life and not letting me go out with my friends and i feel that if this were to go on, i will burst and just go ahead, ignoring his decision. And he asked if i was willing to ignore his decision and ruin whatever we have built of this relationship and i said YES. He did agreed at the end to my request but after that he accused me of doing this so he will have to allow me to go so that i will not burst and then end the relationship. I was just pissed with what he said that i started crying and demand to go home. But seeing me in that state, he stopped me from leaving without giving him an explaination to why i was crying. Obviously, i felt hurt by that statement coz he sees that small request as a way to manipulate his mind. He apologised and we talked for almost 2 hours more. That night, we chatted on the phone till 4 in the morning and did the same on Sat. Haha.
Hamad went back in on Sun and eversince then, we hardly ever talked. He was too busy with NS. And now, i wont be hearing from him for a week coz he has Jungle Training. He gave me a missed called (smart move on his part) and i woke up and msged him. After about 4 msgs, he had to go and that's the last time i'll hear from him till next week. He says he really missses me a lot and its taking a toll on him. Poor baby. I told him to be happy and promised him my delicious chocolate cookies when he comes back. Haha. With that, i only owe him a brownie and spaggetti.
And its my darling senior from Loyang Sec birthday today, so, Happy Birthday Zuo Xin!
And before i sign off, i have something to promise myself.
I, Diyana, will never EVER eat FISH again (maybe except fillet) for the rest of my life!
This is due to the fact that i had fishbone stuck in my throat that never comes out! And mind you, it happened to me TWICE just for this month!!! Argh!!
the end.