Sunday, August 20, 2006
cant believe it but it has been nearly 2 mths n the course is finally coming to an end... haha... but the journey to the end of course has been a hard one.. i know a lot has change,i have change,i know that.. life was the hardest during the course,a lot of emotions was express n a lot of feeligs were hurt.... it was the lowest pt of my ns life so far... n it is the hardest.. i just dont want to go thru all these again,i'm at a pt of a breakdown,life has never been like this b4.... tis course has truthly make a lot of things clear..... n it is scary... i know i have not recover from it... i m still lost...... lost in tots...... finding the truth is hard........... but i m not giving up........ i m not letting go.......... my work is never ending....... a sign of happiness awaits me......... sadness have been filling me........ hapiness is all i seek............ waiting for that day is hard.............. but i will go thru...... i will fight thru............ i will survive............. i just want to walk that journey till the end together.......... i found what i care most,what i love most,i m trying hard to keep.... coz my smile is there..... its hard,its hard to keep when keeping is not what it seek.... but i will try........ hapiness is a luxury to me........ i will work hard for it... i know i would.... i hope its also what she wants,eventually...... i m here to stay,if allowed to... i m not going away..... i m staying n waiting.. its all that i could do...... to show i m true to u....
the end.