Saturday, August 05, 2006
i dont know whether tis wk is the best wk or the worst wk... diff to say.... i dont know whether the passing of my class 4 driving lincence is worth it.... coz attending the course has somehow taken a toll on my relantionship,its turning from gd to bad to worst n worst of it today is our annivesary n u re doing tis.... regretted going for the course, staying in is totally not helping me... its killing me....... never felt so abandon b4 in my life.... never tot tis could happen.... never tot what i did so far could turn against me,never tot not being ard could make such a situation,i trusted her,i love her so much n yet tis could happen.... i admit i could be over protective at times,but i m just worried for her... sometimes she goes to sch n spend the whole day in sch not eating...... i worry for her a lot sometime forggeting bout myself n sumtime even affecting my driving....... diyana2.... why cant u see how impt u re to me........ n everything that i did/do is make u hapi..??? why cant u see that..?? i dont ask anything from u,u just have to be urself.... i dont care how bad ure,or how gd u re,coz i felt in love with the whole u not just the gd side of u or the happier side of u...... its the whole u......... i learn my lesson,i change myself to be with u.......... so what if we cant be lyk other other ppl,i dont care as long as we can be us,i can be with u,to share ur happiness,ur sorrow,ur joys,ur proudests moment or sadest moment,thats gd enough for me........ no need to impress with big things,i am content with the samllest things,the finer pt in life..... happiest day of my life are the days that are spend with u,knowing that u care,u love me....... nth can beat that......... u will always amaze me diyana.... my heart still skip a bit everytime i see u....... i envy u........ u work hard n it shows in ur results,u never give up unlike me....... seeing u make me want to work harder,to archive things in life so that we can enjoy it together in our retirements days diyana.... ure my souce of motivation........ i m not giving up on us,coz it is the best thing that have happen to me........ its worth all the pain,the sorrow n sometime the physical hurt diyana..... u make me better,n i just want u to have the best of evertying in life n hopefully i can be part it diyana...... I LOVE U DIYANA,no matter what........ u re more impt to me then anything else............. i wil work on anything that u want me to........ u re worth it....... every sweat n blood drop diyana,its all for u.........
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