Monday, November 20, 2006
im in class. OTBS lab. waste of my precious time. coz i dun know whatever that has been going on so far. programming shit. seriously took the wrong course. haha. but be patient. im here just for the cert. then be off to NIE. hahaa! (as if lah. they dunwan me lah.)
i was sick yesterday. wait. the past few days. tummy ache. but yesterday was worse. i actually threw up. right after a small serving of pasta. i felt like throwing up since working that morning. but i hold it back. did not eat anything nor a sip of water till i got home. after my family left for visiting, i helped myself to the food and after eating and cleaned up the kitchen, i threw up. it was really bad. ive never threw up that bad. told my friends and they ask me to go and sleep. so i did. woke up at 7pm. got a msg from hamad. told me to wake up. i did. msged my friend. he was sleeping. felt better by then although i still felt like throwing up a bit. was hungry but didnt dared to eat rice in case i threw up again. called my friends and my mum to update on my condition. i felt like eating porriage but was too lazy to go out. then, hamad came over and passed me some food. i had some and then felt like throwing up again. could feel the porriage up my oesophagus. stopped eating totally and laid down to rest. tried to do work but couldnt. blast my speakers with loud rock music coz i was feeling down. didnt help me much.
thinking of going to the doctor. but considering that its monday and i have loads of projects to do, i decided to stay in school till 9pm each day. ive got to get started at some time. shall ignore my sickness and be strong. haha. is that me? =)
trying to forget everything that happened yesterday.
the end.