Friday, November 17, 2006
never been so shack seh.. the past two days at gedong was really tiring.. lack of slp,lots of work.. haiz.. really tired.. still have to bk in tom morning n do 24hrs of duty provost... dont know how to survive seh.. still got another whole week at gedong next week.. yesterday training at gedong ended close to 11 at nite.. went back to bunk at bout midnite.. slpt for a few minutes only coz having problem slping.. too much worries.. had to collect out ration breakfast at 6am tis morning,i m now not only a driver but also a storeman as i not only drive,i have to collect the ration from the cookhouse n sign for it as well (as my tonner is designated as ration tonner, so no choice,have to do the work).. so the whole day,i spend collecting n sending ration.. then i was told i had to drive the rest of the drivers n a medic back to seletar coz otherwise we cant bk out... lucky that azlan hp got mp3.. otherwise i would have fallen aslp during the drive back.. i m so shack that i just dont feel like walking,my legs feels like it is going to give in.. guess that is all for now.. will update in a weeks time i guess.. coz wil lonly be coming home from gedong on thur evenings.. haiz....
felt so lonely went it finally sink in.... its so hard... but i will be waiting n waiting till a decision is made... i guess i m just stuborn... i mean who would want to let go sumone who is the joy of their life,their happiness... after knowing u so well,worrying bout u is not only as much as care n concern but also bout looking out for u... n to not worry bout u is hard.. coz u occupy every corner of my mind.. even when u /i m away.. u will always be on my mind.. till it is decided.....
the end.