Sunday, December 03, 2006
i need to drive!!! urgh! tak best nyer bila takde duit! cannot book lesson, cannot buy stuff, cannot go KL. yah. my nenek called me just now. ask why i never go KL. i didnt even know of the plan. haha. but i said ive no money. all my raya money also gone. she said just follow. she will pay for me. takpayah lah nek.. nenek simpan jer duit tu..
if only i could go. stress reliever. for wadaever that had been going on these past few days. the projects, the exams, the conflict between me n hamad. shall get away from it all. im just too tired to handle all of this.
sometimes i wish i was old enough and that my parents trust me more. i know im a girl. yada yada yada. but im more like a man. haha. someone's gonna be mad if he reads this. just that, i want to do what i love. going for camps, rockclimb, learn to scuba dive or wakeboarding. kan best. thats like the real me. haha. i know some people out there are laughing to what i just said.
my friend went racing last week. haha. he was telling me about it in school. best seh. can i do the same? please....? hahahah! told me how fun it was driving in a bmw convertable. gerek seh. nie lah anak anak orang kaya. haha.
i need a job. haiz. ='(
its 12 plus. my friend still not asleep. tom first day of work. enjoy your day! =)
the end.