Wednesday, December 20, 2006
im damn pissed with my life.
my mum said somthing that really hurt me and made me cry.
"Kau dari kecil sampai skrg tak habis habis kasi aku masalah. Anak tak berguna betul."
at that point i really feel like killing myself. i was sad. i thought to myself, i rather die. kalau i tak dilahirkan kan bagus. tak menyusahkan hidup orang.
i know some people will be damn angry with what i just said. but i really had enough.
i hadnt eaten for the whole day. planned to go to school today. get out of the house. but its raining heavily. and my body aches. so i stayed home. or rather locked myself in my room. cant wait for tom to come. leave the house! normally, i'll go to the beach to clear my mind. but since its the raining season, anywhere but home will do.
pray my life to change for the better.
the end.