im somebody's princess now.

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blabbing what i want to say.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

FUCK! why do we have to end this?!
maybe its for the better. all these while, its not as if you cared about how i feel!

i need a release!! from all the shit thats been going on in my life now!
draining me of all my energy. the projects, the family, the friends.

met ellyas yesterday at VIVO. i forgot to mention. haha. long time since i saw him. miss him lah. my old best friend. haiz. i miss the good old days together. something i'll never forget. altho certain cirumstances didnt allow us to stay best friends, i'll never regret. i feel sad even up till now. but im begining to accept it.

people like charlene, ruby, amy, saufi, samsul and munirah. i miss you guys teribbly. seriously. it was the best time of my life having met you guys.

see how important my friends are? haha.

more important than my family and my boyfriend.
me n my boyfriends use to fight about it. but lucky for me, hamad was patient and kind enough to give in to me. accepting the fact that friends comes first before boyfriend and family.

but maybe, ive been unlucky so far. with friendship, relationship and kinship. ive to handle issues that really test my patience and at times, i lost it. people who knows me knows how patient i am but when i lose it, its really bad. why cant life be any better.

maybe this year will bring me happiness and joy that i've yearned for years. i know i deserve it. insyaallah. i will always pray hard for it.

to friends whom ive lost along the way, thanks for the friendship we once had. i apologise should i have done anything to you knowingly or unknowingly.

to those who still wants to be friends with me, thanks for being there when i need a helping hand. and for still wanting to befriend me.

okay, i dunno how many times the song Azman sent me just now had been playing on my lappie. Lady Starlight. very nice. falling in love with the song. haha. we webcamed for a while just now. but i didnt get to see him. not fair. nvm. he owes me a treat although i owe him a home cooked meal. haha.

the end.

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