Tuesday, January 16, 2007
im really pissed.
im having bad headache since yesterday that i collapse in bed when i got back home. i couldnt even walk properly or open my eyes. didnt eat dinner or meds coz i just couldnt get up. my head feels as if its gonna burst! thought of waking up at 10pm to do work coz i seriously have a lot to do. but i gave up coz my head was really spinning. woke up at 1plus morning coz fahrul msged and forced myself to wake up to the kitchen to pop 2 panadol extra. haha. u could have laughed seeing the state i was in. walking like a drunk person. bump myself against the wall a few times and nearly collapse on the floor. haha.
on my way home from school, i was nearly knocked down by a car. my head was killing me. but i could still see where i was going. i was crossing the road when this car, overtook a cab at a bend where i was crossing. i swear. stoopid driver. i was just inches away from the car when he drove past me. ass. dont you know you are not suppose to overtake a vehicle at a bend? ass.
and i got another scolding from my mum just now. and i sat under my block crying my eyes out. just wad did i do wrong? she said i didnt talk to my grandparents and i treated them like shit while they are here. HELLO! i LOVE my grandparents to be treating them like that. just that i was having a bad headache that i just wasnt in the mood or had the strength to talk. i didnt even feel like going to school lah today. but i had responsibilities, i had to come today.
she told me that my grandparents were there for a reason. but i shall not say it here. and she said, my grandfather's health is deteriorating. i broke down n cry. im feeling so sad. haiz.
feel much better after blogging. have to go for class now.
the end.