Saturday, March 24, 2007
ppl say i look hargard,always lost in tots....... how true,i wouldnt know...... i lost a part of me,a part of me that cannot be return,a part of me that is my happiness..... n i think i lost it bcoz of my own mistakes...... mistakes that could never be corrected nor forgiven....... a life journey is all bout making mistakes,either we learn from it n not do it again or we could just ignore n make the same mistake over again..... i cant really say that i have learn from all my mistakes but mistakes that have cause hurt to someone have definately causing me slpless nites as i try to find ways to ammend it.... n i dont think i wil ever be forgiven... the pain that i go thru everyday, living a life of illusion only god knows how painful it is.. but i wish u happiness,n i will do anything to let u have happiness even if it causes me pain n sorrow..... i have lost enough friends in this life n i dont want to lose another friend esp a special friend...... even if i have to walk this life with u as just friends so be it....... u will always be cherish,treasure n love by me..... n i just hope the path we once walked is as happy n cheerful n as exciting as it has to me,as it is to u...... at least i know once in my life i have made u the happiest person.... i just hope happy memories of us preceed over the bad times that we had btwn us..... n that only happy memories of me follow u....... i know only happy memories of u are kept with me...... thanks for being a friend..... i just hope thinks will get better n will rekindle...
the end.