Sunday, August 26, 2007
my 20th birthday is coming! in like 12 days? hurhur. Diabolo Handbag i really like the Ferrari Jacket! or the French Terry. wait till i get my hands on you!! haha.
but im not feeling it. celebrating my birthday i mean. although i did thought of having a pit or a chalet or makan session at home. but when i think about it, who shall i invite? who will come? will they stay? will they have fun? will they even turn up?
thats when i felt sad and just forget about all my plans. would be a waste of my effort and money if i cook and no one came. yah. i even planned on what to cook for my guests.
having worked my butt of since SIP and after SIP made me realise that money = hardwork. but im glad that i dont have to depend on my dad for money. coz i have my own. all expenses on me. and i still have no savings. its really sad lah. penat penat kerje duit habis gitu ajer..
im sad that ive no savings at all. seriously. i planned to buy alot of stuff but till date, i never bought any. but ironicly, when i get my next pay, im going to buy myself a new hp. as my birthday present lah. coz ive havent been getting prezzies since god knows when. haha. big spender. and prolly other stuff. BUT after that, im saving. i hope. i wanna have a future. so i will have to.
i feel like buying these. hehe.
the end.