Sunday, December 30, 2007

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i want this dress please! hehe. maybe for my BIT Nite.
im a size M and ive converted the price. round up to 40 usd = 58 sin dollars.
my birthday present for myself. hopefully. if i can save that is. which reminds me. my policy lapsed again. no cash. even right now, ive only 50cent in my wallet. how pathetic.
couldnt sleep last night. thinking. about everything. felt lousy again.
i know what my true feelings are. just too ego to say it. but nothing can be done. that i know. its just a big mistake. but whatever. im sick of life.
feel so unloved. when was the last time someone celebrated my birthday? not even my family. been years. the last time family celebrated was when i was in primary sch. how sad is that? when was the last time someone said I love you and meant it? when was the last time i felt happy being with someone i really love and love me too?
i cant seem to remember.
all i know is, my life, is screwed up. fucked up.
the end.