Thursday, January 10, 2008
im dead tired.
the past few weeks, only had a few hours of sleep. mostly 3 to 4 hours.
thinking. doing stuff. crying.
now doing fahrul's laptop. friends asked why i even bother. just my nature to help ppl. i dun expect anything in return. and i dont like to treat friends badly. so if i can help, i help.
btw, ive never seen this much porn in my life!!
u know, theres always a certain event that occured which result to your turning point in life?
i dun have to go into details on that coz it wont help us anyway. so why bother.
i really hate myself now. more than before. since that event. i kept asking myself where have i gone wrong? what have i done to be treated this way? to deserve all of this?
i seriously give up. on everything.
the end.