Tuesday, April 01, 2008
lowest point in life.
so depressed.
thoughts of suicidal.
whats new right?
dreamt of stabbing myself with the kitchen knife.
i just cant continue living.
had enough.
life full of heartaches and tears.
whats the point?
i'll never be happy. will not fall in love again.
feel life is empty.
happy moments almost none. painful ones aplenty.
tears just keep rolling down my face.
have not eaten for the day nor a sip of water.
hoping to die of hunger or dehydration.
to the two men i've loved, thanks for everything.
for 4 to 9 years, ive loved you and no one else.
but guess that wasnt enough.
dont know what i did wrong to deserve all this shit.
i just wish for a year of fun and laughter and no tears.
the end.