Monday, November 10, 2008
today is Fahrul's birthday.
Happy Birthday Badut!!
haiz.. kesian kawan aku.. his gf committed suicide.. and ive been trying to console him since saturday. really kesian seh.. the girl pun very lawa.. entah nape she resort to that.. he was willing to wait.. but yet.. haiz.. sabar kay fir.. i understand how he feel.. i be the same if my bf died.. haiz..
oh.. and did i mention, someone in our group like me? sofia guessed it right! and we were just saying WHAT IF. and the next day, a confession from him!! omg! its a secret between us. shall not say...
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
dee..ape yg bagus sangat pasal aku sampai org sanggup mati pasal tak dpt ngan aku?..
.:~Ana~.: says:
entah lah fir.. masing2 will think differently.. to me.. u treat the one u love very well.. u care for her.. u love her.. maybe thats what she likes abt u... maybe dia tak dpt tu semua from her family.. and when she lost that pillar, she crumble.. maybe too great for her that she did what she did..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
haiz....its wrong
.:~Ana~.: says:
wrong? to do what she did?
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
yah la
.:~Ana~.: says:
true..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
haiz
.:~Ana~.: says:
how she killed herself?
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
tak mkn....den elan pill
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
telan*
.:~Ana~.: says:
i see.. takkan her family didnt see it coming?
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
nope
.:~Ana~.: says:
okay.. sabar kay... its not ur fault it happened..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
bt dee...bile adik die call me n ask me to give her sister back...aku tak leh ckp ape2...
.:~Ana~.: says:
mestilah.. kau bukan tuhan to do that.. and i can understand why her adik said that.. its a natural reaction when u lose someone to death.. all u can do is say sorry.. and hope that they find comfort in that..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
y seh all this happen
.:~Ana~.: says:
dugaan.. things happen to people.. no one had never gone tru pain n suffering.. kita kene tabah.. mungkin esok lusa hari aku pula..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
takde la...mintak dijauh kan
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
but my love life is always ike this...
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
mcm kene curse gitu
.:~Ana~.: says:
nolah.. mungkin lum tiba mase nye.. aku pun same senasib ngan kau juga.. dah bertahun aku menangis.. tetap same juga.. seem to always fall for the wrong guy.. or someone who is attached..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
bile aku dpt tau pasal ni...aku cant stop cryin siol...nangis jer berjam2...
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
apesal la idup aku gini
.:~Ana~.: says:
maybe its a way god is punishing us for our sins.. dah memang tertulis..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
haiz
.:~Ana~.: says:
ur're strong.. u never give up in persuing what u want in life.. and i hope u never stop doing that.. obstacles will always come to hinder us from being successful.. but its a way we learn and grow to be a better person.. mungkin tuhan nak kau sedar that he can take away what he had given u so dont take it for granted..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
bt jng la mcm gini...she still can live...y take her life seh
.:~Ana~.: says:
hidup mati dah ditentukan oleh tuhan.. im sure u know that.. we cant question his doing.. we have to believe theres a reason why she had to leave..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
haiz
.:~Ana~.: says:
i know its hard.. but be strong.. she may leave u in this world.. but she'll remain in ur memories.. loving someone doesnt mean u have to own her.. just be glad that she had been part of ur life once upon a time..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
so sad
.:~Ana~.: says:
i understand.. be brave kay.. none of this is ur fault.. so dun blame urself.. its something that was God's Will..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
yah la..i just hope tuhan syg die...jng torture die
.:~Ana~.: says:
insyaallah.. together we pray for her..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
thnx dee
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
that tyme dir call aku...aku tak leh ckp ape2 siol...
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
aku jwb sepatah sepatah jer
.:~Ana~.: says:
its okay.. im sure he faham how u were feeling then..
.:~Ana~.: says:
kita semua concern pasal kau..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
thnx...dont worry la..i wont do stupid stuff...unless da takdir aku pon pegi la
.:~Ana~.: says:
glad to know u wont do stupid stuff.. but if u need to talk, im sure anyone of us will be more than willing to do so.. jgn simpan kan perasaan.. its not healthy..
~~Dmitri Prince Of Darkness~~ http://dmitri-is-firdaus.blogspot.com says:
da biase la aku simpan semua kat dlm
.:~Ana~.: says:
but this is pekara berat.. u dun have to tell us.. thats not the only way of letting out ur emotions.. crying is another.. if u have to cry, just cry.. if u wanna talk, i be here to listen.. the choice is up to u.. we've been friends dah lame.. we should be able to share our joys and sorrow if we want to..
the end.